Samurai, Katanas, Mr. Lost

I have been training kind of hard. There was those couple of days I spent in the tavern, but since I don't remember much of them I won't go into detail there.

Of course I was training out in the dunes. I really don't have to much of a choice. I had some ok training days, a really great training day and some really poor training days. I am finished with the dunes as a Samurai, so on to Jeuno I will go. I do need to spend some time as a Ranger as I think that using that as my sub job will be most beneficial for some time. I also need to look into getting a new katana. Kata, my current katana, has served me well, however my abilities are beyond what I can do with that blade now. I will place it in a spot of honor in my home and work on forging a new blade. At this point I am not capable of forging my own blade so I will need to work with one of the traditional smiths to forge a blade. It is imperative that I am there for the forging process as I need to forge the bond with the new weapon. It is not a tool, it is a companion.

Kint was being mean to Mr. Lost ... Kint seems to be more depressed than normal lately and he is taking it out on everyone else. Ali.... Lost is well... I think still .. um emotionally not there.. I guess maybe not unstable but he is vulnerable. Apparently this Peter guy he met punched him but loves him.... Not sure what that is all about since the last time Ali had any interaction with an Elvaan man he wanted to rip him apart and eat him.. He was Yagaudo at the time but still.

Anyways Ali stabbed himself in the leg cause Shenzi was crying, then it wouldn't stop bleeding and he couldn't cure himself. I suggested he cauterize the wound with booze and a blaze, he misunderstood me and poured the booze down his entire pant leg and set himself on fire. What a mess. Then Kint was trying to get Ali to stab himself in the throat and kill himself. I think I was able to get him to stop, but I still worry about him. He hasn't really stuck to one type of training either. ... .. Maybe I should spend some time with him. I wonder if he would like to go training with me.